mirrored perspective

tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13809750577944887052009-09-21T14:35:28.317-07:00mirrored perspectiveM.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-37692984526818447442009-03-29T23:28:00.001-07:002009-03-29T23:28:23.563-07:00

i am still not convinced i am straight.

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-62875199786691884382009-02-09T22:33:00.000-08:002009-02-10T01:06:41.707-08:00twenty five things

in the spirit of facebook, but much more TMI1. the best orgasms come when i am on my stomach, not on my back2. if i knew there was no way i'd get addicted, i would have tried coke a long time ago.3. i thought i was a lesbian through a good portion of high school. this comes from a combination of a very intense friendship/crush and an inability to get turned on to the thought of fucking a guy. to

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-50132494301366456772008-12-19T21:02:00.001-08:002008-12-19T21:03:33.231-08:00horrible thought of the month, or perhaps YEAR

i wonder if he's ever thought of me while he fucks his wife.i've never even HUGGED the guy but there's so much energy there. good lord.

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-73769255323824213762008-10-14T22:50:00.000-07:002008-10-15T22:25:18.247-07:00two

the best part about sex isn't the orgasm or the hair pullingits not the licking or bitingits the kissthe best part is being so close to someone that you are breathing them in, lips touching, little gasps and moans, sharing each others air.it is feeling you suck and nibble on my lip while my tongue dances with yours.its the small little kisses i put all over your neck. the soft kisses from my

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-50097285627657851492008-08-07T21:12:00.000-07:002008-08-07T21:17:10.074-07:00

i can't get myself to feel much for anyone and when i do, all of the feelings are so negative. i hate this so much.

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-27474463338150896452008-07-17T19:18:00.000-07:002008-07-17T19:21:30.244-07:00jigga said it best.

Can't deny me.Why would you want to? you need me.Why don't you try me ?Baby you want to, believe me.

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-5011850927082602772008-07-12T11:08:00.001-07:002008-07-12T11:08:56.335-07:00

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-71857119399098340362008-07-09T21:28:00.000-07:002008-07-09T21:51:11.506-07:00vagina power : kung fu grip edition

i was reading about $18,000 surgeries being offered and called 'vaginal makeovers' when really what you're drifting into is the realm of self-inflicted genital mutilation, but i digress. it reminded me of my second trip to the gyno. the doctor i go to is not only my gyno but my GP, so i've met her a few times and i like her, but having someone down there is intimidating. sex is less uncomfortable

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-68743586374381527232008-06-29T08:59:00.000-07:002008-06-29T09:00:22.972-07:00my friend mr. williams

from an email sent to me :all rightwe have to figure this out. i can't have you crying randomly for extended periods of time. i have to think that this is just the result of several stressful issues butting up against each other. the job search, the relationship with dude, being at home, all that.i'm sure the doctor tomorrow will have some practical advice for you. all i can offer is that when

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-26994892778325897302008-06-24T23:48:00.000-07:002008-06-28T18:22:15.179-07:00h.w.c.

cum on your skin feels so warm, it amazed me just looking at the drops of it on my hand.

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-13821852275807938722008-06-20T00:33:00.000-07:002008-06-20T00:42:27.440-07:00what i miss

-the smell of his cologne or soap, whatever it was. i wish i had asked him what it is he uses. that smell drives me wild.-the same exact conversation we had every timeme: are you good?him: -breathes in- yeah, are you?me: -sigh- yeah, i amhim: good-the way he'd suck on my bottom lip-he would bite me when i asked him too and even though i told him he could do it harder, he never would.-him on top

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-76692419927378257362008-06-14T22:49:00.000-07:002008-06-14T23:04:41.773-07:00things that would have been on the life list that i already did

meet someone famous (i met bill clinton and shook his hand at a rally)ride the subway (jfk airport->queens->manhattan)visit new york citytake a flight cross countryget a passportget a driver's license

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-12738379456400219412008-06-13T11:24:00.000-07:002008-06-28T18:21:31.463-07:00cut up and taped to the wall

i had some shakespeare quotes cut and taped up to the walls in my room. i had to take them down when i moved back home. i don't want to lose them, so here they are.So foul and fair a day I have not seen-Macbeth (1.3.38)For there is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so-Hamlet (2.2.246)For aught that I could ever read,Could ever hear by tale of history,The course of true love never

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-33565444805850692272008-06-10T22:36:00.000-07:002008-06-13T11:36:35.250-07:00life list

The ones that get done will be crossed out and more will be added as I think of them.get my nose piercedgrow my hair out past my boobslearn to walk in heelsfind a beer i like to drinklearn how to roll a cigarettetry sushihost a dinner partygo to new york city for new year's eveget over my fear of freeway driving and take a road tripvisit a beach on the east coastgo to a planetariumlearn to

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-4927894295997013962008-06-09T22:48:00.000-07:002008-06-28T18:21:07.198-07:00the crazy girl(friend)

no, this time for real. as in, this time i want to start writing in this.we'll see how this goes.i wish i was the crazy girlfriend.at least then i would be the girlfriend; i already have the crazy thing down pat. hiding it is the least challenging part of it.

M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/10084971523271999935noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1380975057794488705.post-30977538077446993382008-03-16T18:03:00.001-07:002008-06-28T18:20:43.144-07:00so it begins

i think it is due time i started using this

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